Good morning everyone! I could use some prayers today, I get sentenced today. I am hoping to get probation. I am still dealing with the aftermath of my active use, but this is what it took to get me clean!!

Happy New Year! I hope everyone’s night was happy healthy and sober, it was a struggle not to go out and do the bar thing, but I got through it and I feel great about that decision this morning! I have a great support and I used them. This year I will take action in bettering myself!!!

105 days today!!!! Im gaining trust back and my family. The holiday has been great, not having anyone pissed off at me! We actually pulled out old pictures of when my older kids were babies. They are 22 and 20 now and I am so glad thry are still in my life! I still have alot to prove but i am well on my way. The blessings keep getting better and…[Read more]

With the weekend after the holiday here I feel i need a little release, holidays are hard when you have young kids. I had so much to get done it was hard to even enjoy it. Then it was over in 10 minutes. I know I sound ungrateful but I put a lot of work in, their faces for those 10 minutes I guess was worth it and they were happy all day when I…[Read more]

Merry Christmas everyone! I have so much to get done today, but I am ready for the challenge. I find it a lot easier to get up and do things these days. I am working on self acceptance and small goals. I try not to overwhelm myself so all of my goals are within reach daily. It’s gaining people’s trust back by not breaking any promises and mak…[Read more]

Good morning everyone, i hope everyone has a great day! Today I have 99 days clean. The blessings just keep coming. I got a new phone for Christmas! My family is coming to my house Christmas Day and it has been a long time since I was proud of myself. I am greatful to wake up every morning and feel good. I get up early and take some time for…[Read more]

I have 96 days today, so greatful for every one of them! I decorated for Christmas today, better late then never. I am enjoying the holidays and appreciating every minute I have with my kids even though they drive me crazy, it’s a good crazy. Take time to enjoy everything you do! Just for today! Baby steps everyone, good luck to all of you! Pray f…[Read more]

He everyone! Been a while since I have been on I have been doing great just busy. I am very excited for a sober Christmas I finally have the money to give my kids and family a great holiday just picked up smart tv’s and iPads for my kids! They will be so excited! I have 93 days clean today and it feels great. I am having a hard time finding new f…[Read more]