Haven’t checked in much here recently and sort of chaotic with work and family matters i go to court Monday for we’ll call it “wreckage from my past “ catching up with me… it sucks because I know I’m not that person anymore!!! Isn’t it crazy the things they can pop back up on us as we celebrate recovery. One thing I know I never have to go That…[Read more]

I have diabetes, Going through a changeover with insurance company so instead of the pens for 400 bucks I’m getting it for 200 cheaper but I have to get the vile which means syringes will be back in my house it’s been years since I’ve used that way and my bf is going to keep them in the lock box but I’m not going to lie it makes me nervous…..

I watched avatar last night and I can’t remember the last time I watched a long movie (enjoyed it)and remembered all of it 😂👍❤️💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯
Praise the gods for sobriety today
Have a great day everyone

Good morning everyone 😊
I started shadowing for the quality auditor position at my job yesterday going to be training rest of the week super exciting 🥳
I am 6 months without a drink and had a short relapse on the speed… just reminded me how quickly it can happen and have been back on track ever since almost a month ago now after almost two…[Read more]

Step parenting sucks sometimes when you’re bf and step son plot against you and your rules 😤🤦‍♀️ thank goodness for work here I come!!

Anxiety is super high today 😒

Hey guys hope everyone is having a great Monday 🥰

Been few days since I checked in, spent new year’s with my mom and my kids we had a blast 💥
And you know it felt so good 😊 to be sober and be able to laugh and have an amazing time with my mom
Happy new year everyone love you all 💯

Thank gosh for zoom meetings 🥰

Bf says I’m more better now than ever before since I’ve been completely sober and that I need to think long and hard if this is where I want to be….. what do I do with that statement?
I mean yeah I’m not rainbows and butterflies right now my emotions and everything are all over the place but is that reason enough for him to be less under…[Read more]

Today page 41, I’m starting with, ”I went to my hotel…” to the end of page 43.
What are your comments and thoughts of this reading?🥰

Reading pages 37-39 in the big book tonight…sponsor says it’s a good read🤔🥰

Merry Christmas everyone!! Hope everyone is having a wonderful day today back to like one week sober from crystal had short relapse but jumped back on the recovery train can’t beat myself over the past! The good news is although it was suspected by close family members it was not proven and I’m sorry I know secrets may keep us sick but I told my…[Read more]

Just delivered gifts for a family in need! Felt so good to watch the smiling kids so excited to open a gift from Santa! Feels good being sober today…. Yeah life isn’t exactly where I want it to be fully yet but I know it will get there if I just keep active in the program and a reach out to people when I have my stinking thinking and because o…[Read more]