@brandon36 Good evening, Brandon. It’s nice to meet you. You’re welcome for the friendship request. I just wanted to let everyone here know that they are not alone in this. Really. You’re not. You have me and you have God. You may think that God May Not Love you anymore or Is Mad at you because of your past, but that is not the case. Now more than ever, He Is There for you, And Is Hoping That you see the Light. You have been through your struggles for a reason, and that reason is that God Knows That you are one of His Strongest Soilders, Brandon. You have taken the first steps in truly admitting that you have whatever addiction(s) that you have, that it/they are/were negatively affecting you and/or your loved ones, that you had to change by ending it for good, that you had to stop making excuses as to why you could not change, and implement a plan so actual change could happen. Brandon, those are the most difficult steps of recovery, and you have completed those. Now you have to be consistent to get better. Make a plan every single day to log on here. Your recovery and sobriety are the most important things right now. You HAVE to.