Activity – B – Recovering(me)

B posted an update 3 years, 6 months ago

Verbal abuse may trigger me a little bit, but not as much as it used to. When verbal abuse triggers me, or makes me crave, I use that energy to think of how I can better myself, so I can rub it in the verbal abusers face. I am no longer my past, and I am not going to let ANYONE keep making me feel guilt and shame over my past. I did things I am not proud of, but most addicts did that as well. I am not going to let a hypocrite beat me down anymore. I refuse to entertain anyone who wants to live in my past, when they didn’t even know me then. I do not live in my past, and neither should anyone else. My past is no ones business but my own.