active 4 years, 7 months ago
Dope stole evergthing from me, my will to live, my vibrant smile, my prerson. I used to be able to walk into a room and be able to light up the room, now when I walk in i see judgement and sorrow as if everyone feels sorry for me. I used to be so happy and now I couldnt tell you the last time i laughed because i "wanted" to. The facade that over powers my soul and mind is real, the emotionless acts of my everyday life is real i almost shot and killed someone about a month ago before during and after that bullitt left my .380 I still felt no different than before it all happened no guilt, shame, accomplishment, nothen. I want my life back i want me back and my daughter i want my family. My life has been ruled by dope and i want it BACK!!
Dope stole evergthing from me, my will to live, my vibrant smile, my prerson. I used to be able to walk into a room and be able to light up the room, now when I walk in i see judgement and sorrow as if everyone feels sorry for me. I used to be so happy and now I couldnt tell you the last time i laughed because i "wanted" to. The facade that over powers my soul and mind is real, the emotionless acts of my everyday life is real i almost shot and killed someone about a month ago before during and after that bullitt left my .380 I still felt no different than before it all happened no guilt, shame, accomplishment, nothen. I want my life back i want me back and my daughter i want my family. My life has been ruled by dope and i want it BACK!!
