I don’t know if this is the private link or not but just got out of jail but still sober

Why no matter how strong I try to be, how good I try to live my life I am punished 😢😢😢😢 now my mom is gone, my best friend.....I feel Soo cold and numb.... what's the point😢

Posted a update.

Doing better than I deserve. I hope all my brothers and sisters are doing well. Blessed to be clean, employed, and happy, just for today.

Posted a update.

Please help me with this 12 step call.... He is in georgetown and needs a ride to London to step works

I am tired burnt out lonely depressed miserable and lost and I have no support I haven't reached out to my people like I should of. I am trying to sponsor myself. I feel like I have nobody gave everything away cause my disease. I am grateful to my 5 &7 yr old in the bed with me It sucks that I have to return them back to their mom later on after being away from them and having to give em back! It's a double edge sword and they are what gives me hope and meaning, but at the same time I still feel like I'm worthless and a piece of shit for what I caused in their life. Love is all I can give them and I am blessed to have them right now. I apologize to not reaching out to a lot of step work brothers I was there with. I r had a lot of phone troubles not to mention having my isolation pity party. I hate life my self and tired of living. I ain't put no junk in me or liquid courage downy neck but I feel like checking out and maybe my kids would be better off with out me down the road! My giving a damn has bout run out I felt love and I felt like a was a part of something there and I never had that. But I'm going to bed and wish all the step work bro's the best of life. Miss you guys and stay safe

@tylerl Hows it going buddy? Hope everything is going good for ya.

I'm on a spiritual high like no other. Don't know if I can even sleep. I've finally surrendered as long as I don't drive and let God be God this thing will work. I'm truly grateful for my higher power, the fellowship. Been in the darkness long enough time to change it all. Benny H. Alcoholic

Don’t forget to do your chore 😎🤙

Daily Reflections May 27 NO MAUDLIN GUILT Day by day, we try to move a little toward God's perfection. So we need not be consumed by maudlin guilt. . . . — AS BILL SEES IT, p. 15 When I first discovered that there is not a single "don't" in the Twelve Steps of A.A., I was disturbed because this discovery swung open a giant portal. Only then was I able to realize what A.A. is for me: A.A.is not a program of "don'ts," but of "do's." A.A. is not martial law; it is freedom. A.A. is not tears over defects, but sweat over fixing them. A.A. is not penitence; it is salvation. A.A. is not "Woe to me" for my sins, past and present. A.A. is "Praise God" for the progress I am making today.

Starting a new chapter in my life.

Just finished unpacking the rest of my stuff at hope springs and am sitting with our recovery cat Connie on my lap and couldn’t be happier. Thank you everyone who I’ve met on this journey so far. I love you all❤️