Habit is habit and not to be flung out the window by any man but coaxed down the stairs a step at a time. Mark Twain. Good morning my people first off I’m grateful to have not woke up dope sick today. I’m also grateful to be 51 days clean. Have to show some gratitude to someone who has rode out a big part of the life of misery, chaos and negativity I’ve created my entire and who’s took the brunt of the bad times my beautiful wife Jessica Conrad who loved me when I didn’t love myself and must’ve saw something in me I couldn’t see. Thank you for two beautiful sons and getting clean with me. I know times are hard. God gives the hardest tasks to his strongest warriors. Thanks to Stepworks we’re celebrating our 6 year anniversary but in ways our first because it’s the first clean one. But right now I am putting positivity into the world one day and one step at a time. Just for today I’m not worried about why all the cops are suiting up or who’s telling on who and I love you whoever is reading this because your obviously my people. I say this for myself and anyone else who can feel it Slow Motion, one foot in front of the other and a day at a time because the streets are still winning. I’m proud of myself today and anyone else who has 5mins or 50 years clean cause if you don’t know the struggle is fucking real just hang on