A month after completing Stepworks of Nicholasville. What a roller coaster really… Meetings daily, sometimes more than one since I only have a part time job… Emotional ups and downs… It isn’t a challenge to stay clean and sober, and thank God for that. Thank God for all the times Aaron reminded me I was part of the dying. I am one decision away from a grave, and for me that is so important to remember. It wasn’t warm and cozy out there, so I am grateful for new understandings and experiences… I can call and joke with my mom, no one struggles sleeping at night because They are worried that they are going to receive a call in the middle of the night saying I died. Willingness to do WHATEVER I have to do in order to go to sleep sober one more night. ❤❤❤