What’s up everyone? Just want to say how grateful I am to have a new family in this program… I have never really had any true friends or family… But when I am going through hard times or the obsession in my mind is pounding hard, I have found true friends in the program that stop what they’re doing and take time to help me today…. I sat down and cried today after talking to Matt Allen and Josh Hatfield because they 2 time at midnight last night to help me get through some stuff… Something that I am not used to…they are going to let me come stay at a sober living in London Saturday… Because I am not going to be able to do it just by doing zoom meetings… I need to be and the fellowship and have me a good home group and it is just hard for me to do it over the phone… Thank God for the NA and AA program…Thank God for Richard H for taking time to talk to me and hook me up with meetings…. And thank God for everybody at stepworks for helping me find what I need to fill the void inside me. For those who are struggling just remember to pray and to help others and to stay focused on recovery because everything will fall into place whenever you see yourself doing the next right thing I promise… I am the Lost cause the literature talks about and have been drowning and my addiction for years and I thought I was too far gone fat just the little bit of time I have had sober I’m going through step works to get help…and doing what is suggested by helping others and carrying the message… I am with my family and with my daughter which has been taken wile I was using… And got more than I deserve in life right now and to top it off got true friends today that really cares about what happens to me today…. Miracles happen upstairs in that room because it’s a miracle that I’m still alive and it’s also a miracle that I have changed so much just by surrendering and praying for others and carrying the message… I was prejudice and full of hate but my heart is at peace today and full of love so much of love that I want to give some of it away… I love the person I am right now I am just so happy to have true Brothers and sisters on the program I love every one of you guys