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WillR posted an update 2 years, 10 months ago
I am tired burnt out lonely depressed miserable and lost and I have no support I haven’t reached out to my people like I should of. I am trying to sponsor myself. I feel like I have nobody gave everything away cause my disease. I am grateful to my 5 &7 yr old in the bed with me
It sucks that I have to return them back to their mom later on after being away from them and having to give em back! It’s a double edge sword and they are what gives me hope and meaning, but at the same time I still feel like I’m worthless and a piece of shit for what I caused in their life. Love is all I can give them and I am blessed to have them right now. I apologize to not reaching out to a lot of step work brothers I was there with. I r had a lot of phone troubles not to mention having my isolation pity party. I hate life my self and tired of living. I ain’t put no junk in me or liquid courage downy neck but I feel like checking out and maybe my kids would be better off with out me down the road! My giving a damn has bout run out
I felt love and I felt like a was a part of something there and I never had that. But I’m going to bed and wish all the step work bro’s the best of life. Miss you guys and stay safe
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@willr
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I am tired burnt out lonely depressed miserable and lost and I have no support I haven’t reached out to my people like I should of. I am trying to sponsor myself. I feel like I have nobody gave everything away cause my disease. I am grateful to my 5 &7 yr old in the bed with me
It sucks that I have to return them back to their mom later on […] View
Wow
Yesterday was an emotional roller coaster for me, I did some things and said some things that I wish I could do differently.
BUT I DIDN’T DRINK OR USE.
My brother-it’s going to get better !!!!!
We are going to get better!!!!!
I have to remember
I AM RECOVERING
I’m not all better.
I’m not on a pink cloud.
I’m recovering!!!!!
Yea, some days I let it sux.
But I get another chance every morning, and so do you.
GOD BLESS YOU MY FRIEND!!!!!!
God bless all my RM friends.
Hey Hank how are ya? Hope your doing good man. And how’s the Bor’o treating ya! That’s where I was born and raised but ain’t been there in a many many years. But take care and hang in their man.
@WillR you are valuable to me! You are also valuable to your children, family, and friends! I’m so happy to see you on here, reaching out, and allowing yourself to be vulnerable with the truth. That is some MAJOR progress!! You would not/could not have done that a couple of months ago, so look how far you have come already! 🙌 Now, just keep going. Stay plugged in! Call and text your friends here to stay connected. Be part of a fellowship. Let’s get to some meetings and try to find a sponsor. We already know what the alternative to being disconnected and isolated is, so let’s stay connected together. Call my direct line anytime you want to chat too! 800-545-9031 ext 2214.
Thank you rich and hope all is well with you? Means a lot man appreciate it
Take care
U have the numbers so make the decision. Program of action.
Thank you Chris action in the works to get in in bout a week
Thank you Jerry Wayne how are you doing? Hope all is well with you and yours!
Hey Will, make those calls I’m praying for you!!