To feel powerless is to feel humble and to be scared is to be real we will all struggle at some point no matter how happy u think u feel some will go back to the madness for some sobriety wont last some of us get smacked in our face some of us get knocked on our ass some will get back up and some 6ft under the grass for the rest dont get to comfy i know now shit happens fast i was scared i say this humbly i seen my desease in a short flash to use is to die slowly its not threats its true facts we all know where that car is going be brave and dont look back if u dont share then we wont know it its up to u to keep track but your seat is always here keep your head up keep coming back because the addiction is going nowhere thats a truth pill get high on that