Are we so lost that we dont have a cause but yet when aggitated do we not pause for even a moment if any at all are we not selfish to this very day our bullheaded minds stuck in our ways impatience awaits us with our food on its plate why cant we just STOP and be grateful today we want what we want and we want it now that fire thats inside us will it burn out what worry we must have its ridiculous now that i look back at my problems and im like oh wow the issue is you energy spent times been wasted we are theifs in the night for all the times we were wasted we were here yeah right i was there now im not for all the time that ive taken i need to be shot so i shot myself but not with a glock and i couldnt STOP let us pause and give thanks for it all if not for our struggles we couldnt fall and if we had not fell and crashed to the ground wed still be hopeless just wondering around lost in our minds set in our ways high as kite thinkin ill be ok i thank god for misery without it i wouldnt be here today so ill stop and ill pause and ill pray today im working hard good things will come my way and it may not always be what i want but ill stop and be grateful today im grateful for u im grateful for me im grateful for prayer and for this deseaese im grateful for stuggles and the trials of past without them theres no haters that i can say shove it in ur ass im grateful for anger and that my lifes been a wreck and as annoying as they are even my character defects im grateful for god and that im not a lost cause i can keep goin and not name it all theres no words to express it it feels so right but the last thing ill say is thank god for new life