I want to let everyone know that I have spoke to some very helpful people tonight. I reached out, asked for help and assistance, and low and behold…it helped. Its not perfect just yet but is it ever perfect. Perfection isn’t what I am looking for, besides perfection is what I make of something. I am currently on a list and heading toward finding that sober community in this area which is larger than I ever thought possible. Someone I dont even know willing to speak to and offer a form of assistance. Honestly that is something you will only find in this program. I have learned to let go of the wheel and let my higher power allow me to do thy will. I am truly grateful for the serenity, strength, and grace to better do so. A big thank you to all those involved, I love all of you who have been there on this journe (you know whom you are) and thanks to everyone here.
Jamie