active 3 years, 11 months ago
Addiction is the hardest thing I've ever faced it comes in sizes packs and forms big small even literly having an addictive personality is hard meeting someone letting go but drugs certain drugs can change your life liquor to its ashame an the shit we cover our faults or flaws our fuck ups it helps thsn it goes away an you need it again what im dealing with now is something I thought would be the easiest cause truthfully deep down I dont wanna do it daily I dknt care that much dont make the buzz no more but itd the feelings when it's not in you that make you go nuts inside I tried by myself but my anxiety is too high. I thought k had people family to a
Talk to but it seems like everyone is on it or dont care so km reaching out to speak to someone my feelings and nun but the truth I got ways an dif pieces of the puzzle to put it together BUT I cant take that extra step. Im stressed out I'm frustrated I'm tired im bored I ca t control my inner self no more. I need help but I know faces I see at recovery I kmo the stories the shit they say what the people tell you I'm not here for pity I'm here for raw truth if someone would like tonspeaknim always down to listen by any means necessary and just give feedback if that's what's needed for some I promise I witnesses alot did alot I know I could help trust me if you never trusted n e one I'm here a d would like to speak to randoms with anxiety very bad. An drug issues or n e sorts maybe make it a thing to chat daily to keep our minds focused
