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100th day of sobriety, and looking forward to many more

So, I've been clean since January because I did have 2 relapses but the last one damn near could have killed me! I went into a horrible seizure and fell out the shower and I landed on my mouth, hence losing 5 teeth which did major damage on my self esteem. I get ANGRY when the thought of my past usage comes into my mind because I don't want to use and I don't have any desire to use. Let me enlighten you about something that happened at my work a couple weeks ago and I was livid. I'm now a cna and I love my job! Well, I have a lot of hyper energy and I love to make my residents happy and most of them love me! Well, I work with someone who is in the NA program like myself, from the Lexington area okay. I had a nurse approach me and ask me what I was on and she doesn't know me from Adam and Eve. I told her I wasn't on anything and she said she knew that I used to do drugs, and I asked her how she knew that, but she refused to tell me how, but I have a pretty good guess how, the girl from Lexington. She didn't believe me at all, and I didn't appreciate her accusatory comments, because I KNOW THAT I AM CLEAN, so the only thing I could say was I'll take a fucking drug test right now. I ended up not having to because a nurse that had left to go home, which is also a recovering addict came back to work and talked to me and she could tell that I wasn't high. So now, I went to my neurologist on Tuesday, and they know now about my past drug use, they sent me to the lab to do a urine drug screen and I can't wait to get a copy of the results because I'm going to take it to my work and shove it in the nurse's face who had no business accusing me like she did and say now tell me that I'm high! I've been doing really good and I'm only going to get better from here. Thanks y'all!

Feeling so down dont wanna use geroin vut feel defeated losserville help sos

Hey everyone

Hey gang!

Tomorrow I leave SW😊 excited for this next phase in my recovery journey!

Well I'm going to a MTG tonight. I'm meeting with my sponsor for first time since my relapse tomorrow at the noon MTG. I just hate to put the fear in my family. Anxiety is absolutely not good for my sweet mother . But looking at it LOGICALLY, if I fail to enhance my spirituality I will be gone again, not even anwsering my phone when they call, not being available to do ANYTHING at all for or w them . So weighing out the pros and cons , the solution is quite obvious. Mom always says to listen to my gut so...thanks Momma and thank you Jesus for good orderly direction. Peace family.

Good morning everyone hope you have a great day and may God bless you and your family today

Hey family!!!... I arrived at the Odyssey Group in Lexington today... I am so grateful for everyone at Stepworks helping me build a solid foundation to my recovery... I'm excited to see what my sober life in Lexington has in store for me!!!... Yay me!!!...

Thankful and Blessed!

Goodmornin ever Goodmornin everyone, Up getting ready for work. Just wanted to get on tell everyone I love em. And you shine today like a diamond.

Im Amber Bateman and im a addict Today I made a deep and personal commitment to stay clean and sober Just For Today September 8 2019 For this im Absolutely Grateful for today!!!

Just got back from my first interview being sober aabd god is good....gout hired already...15$ an hour for 30 days then a dollar raise....how sweet is that...its amazing hoe things work out when ur doing good!