https://youtu.be/pfgvngQbMMY?si=etOiJ__oiHw-m-yc

💙 this!

Long time since ive been on here... Well to state the obvious yes i did relapse... So i am truthfully reconsidering getting back into stepworks .

You are worthy. And you have a purpose. never forget that our biggest break down can be our biggest break through!!!

Well I'm going to a MTG tonight. I'm meeting with my sponsor for first time since my relapse tomorrow at the noon MTG. I just hate to put the fear in my family. Anxiety is absolutely not good for my sweet mother . But looking at it LOGICALLY, if I fail to enhance my spirituality I will be gone again, not even anwsering my phone when they call, not being available to do ANYTHING at all for or w them . So weighing out the pros and cons , the solution is quite obvious. Mom always says to listen to my gut so...thanks Momma and thank you Jesus for good orderly direction. Peace family.

Well I'm sober around my daughter and neice it's my neices second bday party it pays off to be sober