https://youtu.be/pfgvngQbMMY?si=etOiJ__oiHw-m-yc

💙 this!

Long time since ive been on here... Well to state the obvious yes i did relapse... So i am truthfully reconsidering getting back into stepworks .

Well I'm going to a MTG tonight. I'm meeting with my sponsor for first time since my relapse tomorrow at the noon MTG. I just hate to put the fear in my family. Anxiety is absolutely not good for my sweet mother . But looking at it LOGICALLY, if I fail to enhance my spirituality I will be gone again, not even anwsering my phone when they call, not being available to do ANYTHING at all for or w them . So weighing out the pros and cons , the solution is quite obvious. Mom always says to listen to my gut so...thanks Momma and thank you Jesus for good orderly direction. Peace family.

Sick as a dog but when the doctor asked me if I used alcohol I was able to say no, felt great. 41 days and counting! #blessednotstressed