So as everybody knows I haven’t been on here in a while. So let me start out by saying I apologize to all I have to be honest here I backslid down this slippery slope of addiction finding myself doing the same old things that I use to quit going to meetings quit calling a sponsor so I’m back in full swing of my recovery stepworks of London sorry I haven’t been in contact once I quit doing all the things I was taught to do there I went on my path of destruction. I’ve caught it before it goes any farther I don’t wanna live a life full of nothing but drugs or alcohol you’ll be hearing more from me again I had to open up and be honest I had to tel someone so why not the recording me family I’m gonna grab the bull by the horns again only hoping to succeed in my recovery God is good and great but where relapse starts is your thoughts decisions and actions that will lead you to a sober life or the addicted life I thought I had it smoked when you graduate a treatment facility remember this your going back to the real world where everything is it takes you also it’s never a graduation but a continuation I’ll speak more at a latter time good night to all prayers please.

@chrism Hello! Thank you for reaching out. I wasn’t sure how to wiggle myself into the groove out here. I’m not even sure of the appropriate questions to ask. All I can be is me. I’m learning how to forgive myself, even like myself as I’m a recovering alcoholic. I feel so much guilt all the time, but I know that God loves me, and He didn’t send His son to die for us just to be walking around and not enjoying our lives. It’s difficult at times because now I have liver cirrhosis. What’s your story (if you feel comfortable sharing)?

Hey all I'm here ! With another day sober !!! Hi names Missy and I'm an addict. Clean date, 8/27/2019. Im waking up to people whom are walking around the hospital. Yes, hospital no I'm not sick .... My daughter whom is 15 years old is in UCSF Bennioff Mission Bay children's hospital. She has T-cell lymphoma with HLH. A combination of two rare conditions.( The ones that never happen but they warn you about) this is her second round of chemo! They are trying to get it in remission so she can receive abone marrow transplant. Prayers and positive vibes always welcome!

Being tested today ...... big time. Positive vibes needed! Feeling clouded