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liljuice0220 posted an update 4 years, 6 months ago
I woke up today and determinely made it to church. I didnt go all year aftet my husband was incarcerated due to fear of being Alone. I knew the church is very nonjudgemental, but I let me anxiety control me. This past 6 weeks i have been trying to go and today was the forst time goinh completely alone. I conquered my fead and ive noticed a few things. The wks i go seem to go better, start it off on a positive note is best. When i leave on sunday, i feel a natural “high,” a purpose, and hopeful again. Also, my fear of going alone was unfounded and I am quite proud of muself, bc I was meant to be there.
“When you’re somewhere you’re not supposed to be, you’ll do things you’re not supposed to do”
Great job on getting past that fear! If it’s something you don’t want to do, that means its something you need to do. Glad you’re here!
We suffer from a disease that in the end forces us to seek help. A meeting a day for the first 90 days is a good idea.