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liljuice0220 posted an update 3 years, 7 months ago
For the first time, I hit 30 days today! 🙂 #wow
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liljuice0220 changed their profile picture 3 years, 7 months ago
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liljuice0220 changed their profile picture 3 years, 7 months ago
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liljuice0220 changed their profile picture 3 years, 7 months ago
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liljuice0220 changed their profile picture 3 years, 7 months ago
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liljuice0220 posted an update 3 years, 7 months ago
Just got out of jail. Officially 20 days sober again. But now I am out… real life makes it hard.
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Get to a meeting. Makes life easier to handle with support.
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Congratulations @liljuice0220! We’re happy you are here with us! Staying connected to sources of support make life easier!
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@liljuice0220 Congrats! 💜 Now get to an AA meeting and get plugged in asap! 🙌
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liljuice0220 changed their profile picture 4 years, 1 month ago
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liljuice0220 posted an update 4 years, 4 months ago
Lately, my depression has been getting the best if me. I’m trying to do better, to live positively, move forward and grow, but life just keeps pushing me back down.
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Hang in there @liljuice0220! If you’re continuing to work a vigorous program of recovery and your depression persists after remaining sober for some time, you may want to consider consulting a primary care physician who can offer you a referral to speak with a professional equipped to help you further.
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liljuice0220 posted an update 4 years, 4 months ago
Doing a little better. Listening to the message at church and spending the day with my son helped. Ive learned more and more how the man I love is and always has been such a bad person. This disease has him in its grip and Im not sure if the we part will make it through this.
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That’s really tough – the man i love is in treatment as well and there are hard days ♥️
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Thanks. He isnt just in treatment, there was another woman, and now there isnt, idk what to believe, and he is in jail now after messing up so much that they revoked his sentence. So its 2 to 4 years of him begging my forgiveness and proving he isnt lying.
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liljuice0220 posted an update 4 years, 4 months ago
Im just trying to make it another day. Im confused and hurt and need people and understanding.
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@liljuice0220 You’re in the right place, glad you’re here!
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liljuice0220 posted an update 4 years, 5 months ago
I really thought I was ok. Gonna make it. But im not I cant do this. Why wont he call me? Im physically ill, cant eat, I dont wanna listen to music, dont wanna shower. Do my makeup, bother with anything, I cant smile anymore. Its gone. My smiles gone. Im dying slowly and painfully. How am I to do this alone. Don’t I deserve more than to be thrown…[Read more]
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You don’t have to do this alone, we’re here to give you support. You can do this, you are strong! My suggestion would be to try to make a meeting ASAP or reach out to a trusted, sober, support member. Don’t ever think you are alone and have no options. Sending prayers and hugs your way!
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You don’t have to this alone @liljuice0220! We’re here to help and support you.
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liljuice0220 posted an update 4 years, 5 months ago
Today, yesterday. it is hard. My heart is broken. I feel so much pain that idk what to do. Noone can take this away. Noone can say anything to make it better. I dont know the answers and I dont know my next steps. But I’m here still. Trying my hardest.
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Hang in there @liljuice0220! We’re praying and sending good vibes your way.
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liljuice0220 posted an update 4 years, 5 months ago
I woke up today and determinely made it to church. I didnt go all year aftet my husband was incarcerated due to fear of being Alone. I knew the church is very nonjudgemental, but I let me anxiety control me. This past 6 weeks i have been trying to go and today was the forst time goinh completely alone. I conquered my fead and ive noticed a few…[Read more]
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Great job on getting past that fear! If it’s something you don’t want to do, that means its something you need to do. Glad you’re here!
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We suffer from a disease that in the end forces us to seek help. A meeting a day for the first 90 days is a good idea.
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liljuice0220 posted an update 4 years, 5 months ago
Tonight is a rough night. No specific reason or event. Just breathing is too much anymore. Many have heard me say suicidal things many times so noone can hear ot anymore, but now Idk how close it is to being true.m and nobody cares. So im sitting here with a blade in 1 hand and tears falling down my face. Alone. Again.
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Hey @liljuice0220. We care! You are valuable to me and you are valuable to ALL of us here in your recovering(me) family! There is hope and there is help. You are not alone! Please reach out. Please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 800-273-8255 for immediate help. Or call 911.
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We are all here for you. There is hope and there is help. Keep your head up and hang in there.
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Positive thinking and support no matter what time a night or day it is hit someone up we will all be there to listen and help u get through it
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It gets better, I promise it does. Please get to a meeting or reach out to help on here. Anyone on here would be glad to help you
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liljuice0220 became a registered member 4 years, 5 months ago
Congratulations @liljuice0220! 👏🙌That’s a huge milestone! Now keep going! 💪😎
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Yay! Go sister! 💜💁♀️🙌
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