This disease tries to get me in all sorts of ways, just had me nearly spending £6.99 on a load of soul readings that I do not need, why would I need those when I’ve got the 12 steps and God in my life today, all I need to do is practice my program and not just talk the talk.

Talking the talk is all good and well but unless I actually practice what I talk I cannot expect things to improve.

Its so hard to let God in where my relationship is concerned, my fear has been bigger than my faith regarding this but doing the steps has got me to be aware of this and now it’s time for action, all I know is that if keep doing the same thing over & over again thinking things will be different then I remain in a state of insanity.

Thank you AA, thank your CA, thank you NA thank you Al anon and all other 12 step fellowships. (that’s the order in which I found them)

Thank you GOD

I love you too GOD