I know what is like to feel all alone when u live in a house but its not a home to know noone who feels like me but i found out im not that unique i know what its like to wanna die when your mind is clouded and u try to take ur life because who wants me nobody why i know what its like to feel unloved and i know what is like to only feel with drugs and hate the man in the mirror for the things that he does andthe only thing u want is to be loved but noone can love u if u dont love yourself and u cant ever smile because your goin thru hell and hell aint the place to be living in see the only way out is to get on your knees and u dont wanna hear it if u were anything like me but one day i did it in despiration you see and calm came over my stormy seas and i had a new vision its called clarity a new way of thinking That wont lock me behind bars and can solve all my problems no matter how big they are and start a fresh life and now i can sleep because im praying with an a and not with an e im no longer a wolf hiding among sheep i have feelings i feel and i finally love me i didnt for so long so id prey on the weak i never claimed to be perfect thatll never be but i can have a new life with a better me i sit around a table now i see unity theres a book in the middle thats made to teach im trying suck in the knowlege like a leach i dont wanna be another victim of this desease its not the life i woulda chose for me but im finally in the the place im supposed to be prayer changes things i wish u could see i cant deny u your pain but this program is free all it takes is desire to not wanna drink ull find yourself to be the missing link and ull find out things u never knew and youll get a gift that too is free its a beautiful thing called sobriety
-Tim Cedillo-