The rhythm of things/ thie feeling of pain/the delusional delusions of feeling insane/ psychosis they say/its in your brain/but because u really believe it /it doesnt go away/crazy they say/why do u do those things/they dont understand that we cant help it /and we struggle with it each day/inconsiderate we hear /from those to us who are dear/but we’re the ones who hate ourselves/we destroy everything that is near/u dont wanna quit /i say thats a crock of shit/ they push us all away because they cant understand it/is it more important than us/that makes me so mad i cuss/but thats because it is the truth and i dont wanna hear it/ i need u too leave /no im beggin u please/i really wanna quit but im suffering from this desease/and they dont understand it/ill quit i swear /i got nowhere to go out there /ill be sleeping under a bridge/why cant u understand it/ shut up just go/ fuck u hell no u want crazy ill show it to u /ill make u understand it/ then i see/ that this aint me /so i hate myself even more/ because i cant understand it/i hit my knees/God do u hear me/ please come kill me now or ill do it /i want death and im demanding/do u understand me /and the black fades in /did i win/ think agian/i woke up to the rain and i started understanding /i went to treatment see /no cure for this desease /i learned alot about it im trying to be understanding/no shots for me /i cant make u see/ what goes on in my head/ because u are not an addict/youll never understand it

-Tim Cedillo Jr-

@Rich