• TimC posted an update 2 years, 9 months ago

    Dear addiction,
    I know we’ve rode together for so long /but u would always leave me hangin all alone /i thought u were there for me but u were not /i was a 14 year old kid when i discoverd pot/ i was a kid u messed that up for me/ but u werent the only one/ i wish i woulda just left that stuff alone /but i didnt /u would always give me a hug /and id forgive u/ i didnt know any better /u never gave me a chance too/ and i never stood one either/ this has been a one way relationship/ i give u take and u dont do shit/ this is my body my mind/ i want it back the only memory u gave me/ was scars from the tracks /im tired of always feelin alone/ because i put u first i lost my home/ i lost my family/ i lost my kids/ i lost everything are u proud of it/ i hope u are/ i know ur a traitor/ u switch sides on a dime/ where were u/ when i was locked up doin time /nowhere to be seen/ u waited til i got out and continued to feed on me/ but your not anymore/ im all fed up/ im not wasting more time/ not antother dime/ notta rig notta straw not even a cup /22 years i dedicated to u/ and u gave me nothing/ but depresion anger and misery too/ this letter aint for u/ i wouldbt give u the time if day/ i know without u ill be ok /but u wont/ u need me today /and u cant have me /ive had enough now/ i got God filling up my cup/ it runs over/ with happiness and joy/ its been 22 yrs im no longer a boy/ so if i upset u then come fight a man/ dont underestimate me i got hands/ and Gods my new corner man/ so put on the gloves /whatchu gonna do/ go to hell addiction/ im through with you
    Sincerely,
    Tim

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