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AnthonyF posted an update 2 years ago
The way I see you is not always the way you actually look. The images in my line of sight are defined by my internal condition. What that means is that if the wheels are turning inside my skull and my focus is centered on a negative emotion then my perception becomes clouded and I start to influence the world around me in a negative way.
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AnthonyF posted an update 2 years, 6 months ago
Sometimes I wish I knew where all this was going. I wish god would show me a glimpse to motivate me when I have low moments. It’s not easy to appreciate the day I’m In when I’m affraid that the future won’t be what I think it should be. I’m insecure to a fault.
I feel like knowing where I’m going would make it easier to stay in the here and…[Read more]-
Great reminder for all of us @AnthonyF. Wise words my friend.
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I deal with some of the very same things, and it helps me to hear you sharing about it.
I remember when I first met you, and you have changed as I have changed. Some would say we are recovering.
I also remember, I was able to see something special in you.
I love being right LOL.
I remember talking out back where the basketball goal was, and…[Read more]
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AnthonyF posted an update 2 years, 8 months ago
There is nothing you have ever done in the future. Everything you have ever experienced, good and bad, was in the present moment. All you have is this moment. Imaginative time travel into the past brings regrets. Mental time travel into the future produces fear. Live now. In this moment. Redeem this day because that’s all you can handle. In…[Read more]
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thank you
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AnthonyF posted an update 2 years, 8 months ago
Life has been what I’ve allowed myself to believe it is or it isnt. I’ve wanted things without want to work for them. I have dreampt a thousand dreams in my mind that I also killed in the same space with doubt. Fear consumes my mind when I go in there for any extended period of time, so I try to vacate that wasteland and live out here with the…[Read more]
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I can empathize and comprehend everything you wrote right there.. You’re getting better! The miracle is not in your feelings, it’s in your feet! 👣 TRUDGE!!! Love you!
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Love you bro. I’m ok. And after the messes I’ve made, ok is enough.
Thanks bro. ❤️-
Hallelujah 🙌🏻
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AnthonyF posted an update 2 years, 8 months ago
Alot of “recovery” posts on here. And it’s a beautiful thing. There’s a form of that word with one more letter that the BB talks about that barely ever gets mentioned. RECOVERED.
Doesn’t mean CURED or that you stop working and growing. I think it means that the obsession is removed and life is all around better. The steps and what can be gained…[Read more]-
Great to see you back on here @AnthonyF!
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Forgot my password 😁
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That’s the most spiritual post I’ve seen from you. I enjoy reading that.
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Man I’ve had some really great folks our there on marydell tell me some really good truths and let me whine and be a big Sissy. And I believe God used them to get me on my knees.
From there it’s been a great crazy ride so far.
The rest is practice practice practice.
Love you bro-
Right!!!
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From the dope house to the hope house. Keep slinging the hope!!!
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I love u bro I’m glad ur in my life on a daily basis I’d like to think im like your pesky little brother but I do want what u do have bro I know the change you’ve gone thru I’ve seen it I’m gettin there just wanted to give credit where credit is due YOU are proof that these steps work I love u man proud to call u my brother and that’s real u are a…[Read more]
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Bro you are my pesky brother lol And A great dude. And I love you Tim.
“Troll” 😁
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Awesome! So proud of you!
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The first person who EVER told me to TRY prayer was you. My gratitude for that can never be expressed enough.
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AnthonyF posted an update 2 years, 8 months ago
Hey family 😁
Been a while since I been on here.
I’ve been taking steps and praying and meditating. I’ve been going to any lengths. The God of my understanding has given me a new heart and a new outlook.
I read the book , I practice the disciplines, I TRY to MOSTLY practice the principles 😁
I dont try to complicate it, and fail at that a little…[Read more] -
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AnthonyF posted an update 2 years, 9 months ago
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Excellent meditations! 👌
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AnthonyF posted an update 2 years, 9 months ago
It’s a pretty fine thing that some of us take for granted, the ritualistic sitting and drinking of ground up dried beans. However you take it, one thing you don’t want, is for someone to take it away.
Or talk to you, or even LOOK in your general direction until you’ve had your first cup. Maybe two. Five. Whatever.
But then there are those people…[Read more]-
Bro u got reese cups and didnt tell me man i enjoy reading your stuff theres a brain in there somewhere lol glad to be surrounded by guys like u all the time man it makes life a little easier to handle to know no matter how messed up u think u are that theres always someone around u that gets it 8 love u man HOPE SPRINGS whoop whoop!!!!!!
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AnthonyF posted an update 2 years, 10 months ago
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AnthonyF posted an update 2 years, 10 months ago
Wait for it.
Being truly at peace with the past means having a level of serenity that cannot be measured. It speaks to being able to wake up and think about the day ahead clearly without dragging up things that can’t be controlled or changed. It doesn’t mean that you have put up a wall of self centered blindness to protect what you repress, it…[Read more]-
You got this brother love you man hope your journey is going well
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AnthonyF posted an update 2 years, 10 months ago
😁 Cats 😁
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AnthonyF posted an update 2 years, 10 months ago
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AnthonyF posted an update 2 years, 10 months ago
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AnthonyF posted an update 2 years, 10 months ago
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Well said
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AnthonyF posted an update 2 years, 10 months ago
😁
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🤣🤦♂️
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AnthonyF posted an update 2 years, 10 months ago
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AnthonyF posted an update 2 years, 10 months ago
Just wanted to drop in and say hi 😁
Things are great.
Love Yall.-
Glad to hear and good to hear from you man keep coming back
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Hey Chris , try’ n keep me out at this point 😁
Love you man-
Love you bro
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Love to hear it. I love you big angry man
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AnthonyF posted an update 2 years, 10 months ago
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Be there in a little bit bro love u see u shortly
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How have you been Anthony??
Hey Ash. I’m doing really well. Living in ETown working and doing what I can. I’ll be seeing you guys soon I hope.
Love y’all.
Tell everyone I said hi and I am still very very grateful for the way you all handled my ornry ass when I was there on marydell. I was given a great beginning.
We love and miss you!! Glad your doing well, keep in touch.